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random thoughts
March 16, 2009I think, even tho I had been with B last year, after all the years of dh tearing me down, I dont feel like I should be or could be wanted. That is something that may change, or maybe it never will. Words are a powerful thing. The same words over and over again lead to learned response. It is a difficult thing to change.
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Rescue Babe
March 16th, 2009 at 1:10 pm
just by chance I checked into this site and saw your entry. Hardly any of the “oldies” come here anymore.
Feeling “accepted”, regaining self confidence takes time, I know from my own experience. Think of your girls and realise they alone are a reason for being needed and being someone special, because you are! Don’t let any “man” claim you are anything else but special! {hugs}
March 16th, 2009 at 3:21 pm
thx Westy, good to “see” you around. I know, I miss everyone from JS so much. I just dont feel like setting up shop anywhere. ‘Here’ isnt the same either, but I am itching to write again, and i guess it will have to do.
thanks for the kind words. It will take a very long time to feel the confidence I used to. I live for my girls, they know it, and it keeps me sane.
March 20th, 2009 at 1:03 pm
go try keepconnectedlive.com… it’s format is like this place, but it’s being run by a former JS’er and he’s really trying hard to make it like our old JS (he’s evilfury’s hubby!).
It would be great to read you again.
March 21st, 2009 at 9:52 am
wow! thanks for the update!